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What did I ever do to you?Why do I deserve all of this?!
What did I ever do to any of you?!
When are you going to realize that I can't take it anymore?!
I've never done anything to any of you, and yet you wish to blame everything on me!
I don't know why you wish to bring me down...
I don't know why you wish to make me feel like I'm nothing...
Like I just some mistake that was never meant to be born...
or that I should just give up everything and kill myself
just end it all...
would that make you happy?
If I just disappeared?
If I just vanished
and you never heard from me again?
Would it make you self conscious pricks fucking happy?!
You all liked me better when I didn't speak, when I never stood up for myself, when no one knew who I was...
and I was just that one girl that sat in the back of the class and would never talk to anyone, or do anything social just locked in my own little space.
So I guess that's what I'll do...
just be that girl
that is just waiting for everyone to forget about her,so hopefull
The Red Raven(sneak peek)Ax growled loudly before he tackled Raven and pinned her down.He struck her with a hard fist across her face,leaving a bruised eye.Raven looked up at him weakly.She then glanced at the window as a black raven flew on the sill and cawed loudly.Raven then looked back to Ax as he was about to hit her again, but she caught his fist and dug her claws into it.
Ax screamed in pain, before she pushed him off of her.Raven glared down at him, and growled loudly.He looked up at her holding his hand as blood poured from it.
"Now brother dearest,I hope you know what it means next time you try to lay your hands on me."Raven said as she drew her blade and held it dangerously close to his throat."I am Queen now...I am your Queen, and if you ever lay your hands on me again,it'll be the last time you use your hands...do I make myself clear?" she said and pressed the sword closer to his neck.
I wont say I'm in love Chapter 6"Uncle Erwin! Look at me!" Astrid called from the back of his horse as she wore his cloak with a slight pride in her voice.The blonde man laughed a bit looking at her. She smiled looking down at him,"So am I ready to fight titans now?" The young 9 year old asked.
"Not quite yet, but you've got the look down." He said and took her off his horse.Astrid sighed then looked back up at him.
"When I'm old enough, the titans wont know whats coming at them." She said in a determined tone.
"Is that so?" Erwin asked grabbing his horses reins as the three of them walked back to the stables.
"Yeah, and one day I wanna be a commander just like you!" Astrid smiled, then she stopped slightly and her smile widened.She tugged on Erwin's shirt.
"What is it?" He asked looking down at her.
"Is that really him?!" She asked looking at a guy get on a black horse.Erwin laughed and looked at him as well.
"Yes it is...do you wanna meet him?" He asked. The young girl's eyes lit up.
"Of course I wanna meet him! He
I wont say I'm in love Chapter 5Levi rolled over a bit knocking Astrid off the bed.
"What the hell?" she groaned looking up at him.
"It's time to get up brat." He said getting out of the bed and getting dressed.Astrid groaned once more and stood up doing the same.She looked outside to see that the sun had barely risen.
"Why did we have to get up so early?" She asked looking at him.
"You have to go and talk to Erwin, and I have to clean." He replied as he started to walk to the door.
"You did that yesterday." Astrid said crossing her arms.
"Yes, but this room is a mess after you dirtied it up."
"You mean after WE, dirtied it up." She said with a smirk as she walked out the door.
"Whatever, just go talk to your uncle and meet me outside once you're done." Levi said closing the door when she left the room.
Astrid walked outside after talking to Erwin.She looked around for Levi, before seeing him race off past her on his horse.He slid his horse to a stop before turning around.
"Astrid! Get on your horse and
I wont say I'm in love Chapter 3"Levi Please, Stop!"
"You're not doing it right!"
"Come on it's hard work!"
"But I can't stop!"
Levi let out an annoyed sigh and grabbed the broom from her hands after trying to show her the right way to sweep.
"God you're impossible..." He said in annoyed tone.
"It's not my fault you're making me go through punishment..." She huffed and crossed her arms.
"You haven't changed have you?" Levi asked looking at her.
"What is that supposed to mean?" Astrid asked looking at him a bit annoyed.
"You're acting like you did when you first came into the military." He said and went to the other side of the room and began sweeping.
"Why are you doing my work?" She asked uncrossing her arms and tilting her head a bit.
"Well you wont do it so,someone has to." He shrugged not looking at her.She sighed and grabbed another broom and began sweeping.
Astrid and Eren were doing combat training.Eren was beating her by a landslide and was about to pin her when she dodged him and
I wont say I'm in love Chapter 2Astrid walked down the hall.Her head hang low as she softly cried, embarrassed of what had just happened.
"Why do you have to be such an idiot?" She said to herself,"Now you wont be able to talk to him without him bringing it up all the time." She had gotten lost in her thoughts, and wasn't paying attention to were she was going. And of course she ran into the one person she didn't want to see right now.
"Watch where you're go-" Levi cut himself off as he saw her.Astrid looked up at him and back away a bit.
"I-I'm sorry,captain." she said quietly.He raised an eyebrow slightly and leaned on the wall crossing his arms.
"What's gotten into you?" he asked looking at her.Astrid looked back at him god those eyes, cold and emotionless.She didn't know why she liked them so much but each time she looked into those eyes, it was like falling under a spell.
"What do you mean?" She asked looking away from him for a second.
"You never call me Captain, unless something's wrong." His tone never changi
An Original Transformation TG - Part 3An Original Transformation - Part 3
Talking with Fleur highlighted the difference in our voices, despite how feminine they both sounded to me. While Fleur’s voice had that original squeak in the background, only striking when her emotions spiked, mine sounded more mature. Fleur didn’t mind. As a tease, she played up a child-like parody of her voice which I couldn’t copy.
Threading the puff-ball trees which surrounded the wrought-iron outdoor benches, we made it to one of the last arcades left in the entire county. All that kept it going seemed to be the quirky transformation games in their lineup. At the front, Fleur pointed out the dancing game marked as partially-transformative. It was easily the best bang for our buck as two dollars would change my height for the rest of the evening until I fell asleep and it would also adjust my clothes.
I stood on the dance pad with my first genuine butterflies since the salon. I shifted my weight as Fleur pu
The Change of Sides - Ch. 3 - Meet the Cast “You don’t have to go.”
“I’m not wanted here. There’s no reason for me to stay.”
“He’s right Ty, let him go.”
“But it’s getting dark out. Seto, wait till morning!”
“I don’t care anymore.”
The man sat bolt upright, gasping for breath. He groaned and placed a hand on his chest as a pain shot through it. How’d he gotten it again? Of right, he’d been shot…
As the man remembered the previous night, he sat sidew
Sam- Chapter Seven (Final)Sam Chapter 7
So Christmas came and went, Sam had put on a bit of “Winter weight”, as it had been expected. Emily too, however, had put on her fair share- adding bit by bit each time she spent with Sam. Sam would joke that if she kept copying his eating habits she'd end up just as big as he was! She didn't have much of a belly at the time, having started from an almost flat stomach, but it was beginning to feel much softer...
But Emily. Looking at her he couldn't really believe his luck, a cute girl- a cute girl he'd had a crush on –was dating him. She was perfect. She was happy making advances Sam wouldn't dare- and he originally wasn't sure if she was into him being big, but he had his guesses. Every weekend when they'd head into town and she'd help him stuff his face, and buy new clothes whenever he was close to spilling out of his old ones....which with her around to feed him was happening more and more regularly.
Emily was more loving of his size than he'd expect
SKY ARMY CHRONICLES - Episode Four - Chapter Two “Well, the games start tomorrow.” Jason said. The American team had met up in Jason’s hotel room the night of the Opening Olympics. The first competition would begin the next day – figure skating.
Ty nodded nervously. “We should do okay, I mean… We practice a lot.”
“We’ll be fine.” Marissa replied.
“I know, Mars, I’m just nervous.” Ty said.
“Clearly.” Adam smirked.
Jerome shifted in his chair uncomfortably. Ryan, another Hockey player on his team, raised an eyebrow. “What’s up?” He asked.
Thalia's Tale - Chapter Fourteen - A New Mission Logan blocked the strike, but only barely. He clumsily resituated himself, the length of his blade making it difficult. He only had just enough time to duck under the next blow. He tripped over himself in the process and landed on his backside. Before he could move, he felt the sharp steel up against his neck and knew he was lost.
His opponent sighed and resheathed his sword as Logan stood up. “Keyes, you’ve been training with a sword since you were eleven! You should have caught on by now!”
“I know, I know…” Logan sighed and sat down heavily on the bench in the training hall. “I’m sorry, Gabe. I’m telling you, I’m just not cut out for the sword.”
Gabe nodded. “I know…”
Happy Birthday Misty crept through the dark corridor in silence, her brown hair up in a low ponytail. Her headset rested around her neck, her blue vest tied around her waist. Her purple, long-sleeved shirt had its sleeves rolled up to her elbows.
“Come out…” She growled. “I know you’re there…” There was no response. She continued to creep forward, her nerves on edge. She sensed the thing above her a millisecond before it dropped down. Being so, she had no time to move.
She was pinned down and stuck with a sword under her neck.
Misty sighed as her mentor let her up. “Well played.”
“I think not.” Thalia replied as she sheathed her sword. “I made several noises to give hints as to where I was, but you noticed none of them.”
LoE-The Blackest Night-Ill Tidings
Canterlot Castle, The Private Apartments of the Lunar Court, 8:30 A.M. the day after the reading of the Book of Oa and the appearance of the Blue Ring.
[=Nightmare Moon of Equestria, RISE=]
“No! Be gone! I am no longer Nightmare Moon!”
[=Nightmare Moon of Equestria, RISE=]
A black ring then flew at Luna attempting to place itself on her horn, which now glowed. The Night princess reared up as a wall of magical force appeared. The black ring pushed through the spell barrier and landed itself on her horn. Tendrils of unlight appeared from the ring and drove themselves into Luna’s skull.
[=Nightmare Moon of Equestria, RISE=]
As blackness more empty than anything else she had known overwhelmed her. She could feel all the thoughts and feelings that she was melt away, the darkness consuming her very soul.
[=Nightmare Moon of Equestria, RISE=]
Her last thought was to scream.
Luna’s eyes snapped open as she looked up from a large cherry wood desk a
Sky Army Returns - Book Two - Chapter Ten Husky stared up at the ship in front of him for a moment. Then he smiled and looked back at Jordan and Tyler. “Thanks for bringing me here. I mean, I know you were heading here anyway… but thanks.”
Tyler smiled back at him. “It’s no problem, mudkip.” He said. “But Quentin… Are you really sure you wanna do this? I mean… once that boat leaves dock, there’s no coming back.”
Husky nodded. “I have to do this. It’s really for the best. Trust me.” Maybe it was Husky’s tone, maybe the look in his eyes. However way he could tell, Jordan just knew that the water type had something up his sleeve. He smiled. “I’ll see you soon.” Husky winked, then turned on his heel and headed up the walk into the ship. Tyler sighed and turned around, then started through the town. Jordan ran after him to keep up.
Toeto Chapter - 1
Chapter One: Finding the Barrier
Initially, there were two barriers to get through. I slipped past the first one when I brought Baylee some bread on the first day we met. The second one I blew up when I stood in front of her to block her from the executioner's gun. I thought it would be perfect after that. What I did not realize is that because she is a Toeto, she would rather hide behind a mask than tell me what happened.
The stable door opened and I saw Baylee enter. She stroked Darklight, the robotic horse we shared, as I crept up behind her. Pointing my sword at her back, I said, "You're late."
"You have your brother to blame for that. He was reluctant to let me take the rest of the day off." Baylee backflipped and I pulled the sword out of the way of her feet. When she landed, she turned around and said, "Hey, you're improving, Toby!"
"Thanks" I replied. We hugged then I added, "Happy anniversary."
"It's hard to beli
The Curse Of the StormChapter 3
The Doctor looked in the mirror,"You know what doctor you need to go out there find a new companion,and stop thinking about her." As he spoke in third person,he heard a knock on the door.He trotted to the door,and when he opened it he saw a gray mare,with strange eyes.She spoke,"Umm hello are you Mister the Doctor?' The doctor looked at her,"Yes?" He said awkwardly,"Oh okay this is for you,"She handed him a letter.He took the letter and read in his head,"Dear Doctor, I would love if you were able to make it to the Wedding of Mister Harold Saxon and Miss BlackStorm. Sincerely,Your old friend." The doctor's eyes grew wide."I have to stop this." The doctor ran into his wardrobe room in the TARDIS.He grabbed a tux and ran out,but before he started running off he turned around to the mare,"What's your name?" The mare looked at him,"My name is Ditzy." "Well ditzy do you want to stop a wedding with me?" She looked at him,"But what would I wear?" He looked at her in her mail-mare out
The Parlour IncidentOne day in July, I believe it was, I found myself sitting with several acquaintances in Christopher's parlour. It was one of those deliciously lazy afternoons which only the summer in her full glory can bring. The room had a wan, listless light to it, relaxing the other guests and myself as we languidly chatted over tea and crumpets. The air was also sluggishly heavy, dulling the senses to a slowly-blended calm engendered by the heat of St. Othniel's southerly climate.
At length, after much stimulating conversation, Christopher stood, producing a book of sheet music.
"What do you all say to a bit of music?" he asked.
"Certainly," I answered.
"Oh yes, please do darling!" Tabitha exclaimed, "he's quite the maestro."
Christopher laughed, shaking his head.
"Now, now love, I'd not go that far."
He strode over to the piano as the other guests urged him on. Ida entered the room bearing a merrily steaming teapot and more crumpets.
"More tea sirs?" she inquired, shooting sideways glances at her
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